7 months post op today‼️...but woke up feeling dysphoric AF 😔

Even though top surgery eased much of my chest dysphoria, on some days getting dressed is still a trigger. I look in the mirror and see clothes that don't fit quite right. I wonder why there is so much pressure to effectively communicate my gender through the things I wear. On days like today, clothes feel more like a costume I'm forced to wear than they do an empowering expression of my gender. I feel most like my nonbinary self when I'm shirtless and wearing a pair of athletic shorts. When you feel most like your authentic self, what are you wearing??